judy bridgewater - never let me go

i miss you daisy

never let me go - kazuo ishiguro

  

All the same, some of it must go in somewhere. It must go in, because by the time a moment like that comes along, there's a part of you that's been waiting. Maybe from as early as when you 're five or six, there's been a whisper going at the back of your head, saying: "One day, maybe not so long from now, you'll get to know how it feels." So you're waiting, even if you don't quite know it, waiting for the moment when you realise that you really are different to them; that there are people out there, like Madame, who don't hate you or wish you any harm, but who nevertheless shudder at the very thought of you-of how you were brought into this world and why-and who dread the idea of your hand brushing against theirs. The first time you glimpse yourself through the eyes of a person like that, it's a cold moment. It's like walking past a mirror you've walked past every day of your life, and suddenly it shows you something else, something troubling and strange.

asgard - neighbourhood of gods

iceland - note

myself at D.C. with the pencil

dear daisy,

there are many versions of norse mythology - one of them is by neil gaiman (which i haven't read it). rumor has been circulating among the tourists who had been to iceland that almost everyone there have the potential to be an amazing storyteller or a writer - no doubt that jules verne went to icelandic volcano and got inspiration to write about the journey to the middle of the earth

i applied for a volunteering job as a photographer, only to realise that i only had crappy photographs, unedited and all over places (i have a problem with filing management). i guess it is too late to build a portfolio for now.

i wish i could reply to the email that i was recently acquainted with greg marinovich, who wrote on my camera strap - this is munira's memory maker and thought that my camera is cool. the fact that i have not been using photoshop for ten years was admirable too. i don't even use filter for my instagram. no wonder i only got few likes. if facebook has the dislike button like youtube, my pictures would probably hit thousands of thumb down.

anyway i got the chance to ask greg on how the hell that he got ryan phillipe to play him in the movie.

this picture captured the feeling of "i want to break free"